where the heart is...

"Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight?"

When Levi was born-he turned my world upside down-

it was such a miracle and I didn't know what to do with that miracle-I remember looking at him all night long.

from the top of his head to little toes-that night I fell inlove with my son.

Motherhood is such a miracle and a gift... it's a great joy

and I try to picture that joy and feel that happines even when

he's in the middle of the toy isle screaming at the top of his lungs

"no! mine!!!"

urge to kill (spank) rising!

breath! sigh sigh- words are said and then mu mu mu mu and love is in the air

and that is where my heart is...